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Thursday, April 22, 2004
I dreamt of Aeris last night, as if I were living in my own Final Fantasy. Very vivid. Very weird. All I know was that I thought she looked beautiful. But like in the story itself, she remained forever out of my reach. And I felt sad and alone. Pained, I woke up wondering what it all meant, my real life Aeris.
Sunday, April 4, 2004
I like hearing you late at night, when all the world has disappeared. I like being the one who puts you to sleep. All is calm. All is peaceful. I hear nothing but the sound of your voice, soothing beyond compare, and all I can picture is you settled down for a good night's rest. May your dreams be trouble free.

I wonder if your voice will be the last thing I hear as I doze off. Or if I was the last image you picture as you drifted away?

Good night, sleep well and sweet dreams.

Friday, April 2, 2004
For those of you who actually believed my story yesterday, hahahahah! Dude, didn't you realize it's April Fools? Besides, I don't think I'd ever be so lonely or desperate as to date my first girlfriend again. We had just way too many issues and to be honest, I was relieved when it was all over. Don't get me wrong though, she had her good points too. I guess I like to make everyone seem so bad at times huh?

There's only a handful of people from my past that I would ever consider being with still.

That being said though, isn't it amazing that there are people out there that you know will always be a part of you? No matter where you go in life, no matter how high you may rise or how low you may fall, they'd always hold a small place inside your soul?

I think back on all the people that have touched me over the years, each in their own special way, and how it's all added to culmination of who I am today.

It's like they say... to the world, you are just one person. But to one person, you are the world.
Thursday, April 1, 2004
I ran into my first girlfriend today. Totally trippy! There I was, in the grocery store minding my own business, when I hear someone call out my name. I turn around and there she was. Considering I haven't seen her in years, she still looked the same as ever. I guess people rarely change appearances.

Anyway, as we were standing there talking, one thing led to another, and guess what? I got me a date for this Saturday night! =) I know it's kind of strange, but I'm tired of being lonely. Besides, maybe she's improved over the years, yeah?